My fuse was short. My day was long. Not a great combination in my books. The start of my favourite month didn't go so well.
A grumpy child.
I am not feeling like myself at the moment.
I hope I start to soon.
I can feel the end of the year creeping up on me and more time passing. For me this is not a good thing, a year older and I feel a sense a panic that the best years are behind me, that maybe I have already lived my best life.
Every day I know I am striving for better, but maybe it doesn't get better.
This really isn't like me to be so negative, Ill let these feelings sit for now, as I know they will disappear soon, and I will be back to my real self soon.
I'm making some positive changes this month for my body and mind, and I hope this will shift these thoughts that are plaguing me.
Only time will tell.....
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Jane, you so know it will get better. You'll find a new spark, something to give you a spring in your step. You're packed full of potential, get a Friday off and we will paint the town whatever colour you choose (just not technicolor) xxx
ReplyDeleteHi gorgeous Jane. You have been through so much it's bound to catch up with you every so often. I agree that that best way forward is to look after yourself as much as possible - good food, rest, exercise, relaxation. You are awesome. This feeling low/ flat/ depressed is a stage and it will pass. I promise. Speak to you very soon. xxx
ReplyDeleteJane, Jane, Jane... the best years can't possibly be behind you! I'm hoping our 40s are the best so we've got years to practice then get it right then!
ReplyDeleteYes, time will tell but enjoy the now for what it is.
Your spark will return lovely Jane. You're such a fantastic, kind woman. xx
ReplyDeleteI hope Novemeber regains it's 'favourite' tag for you.
ReplyDeleteI'm very much guilty of thinking that tomorrow (or when... or when...) will be better.
Time to embrace the now.
:-) xxx
Flat days are common but tomorrow is definitely a chance for a better day. I hope things are on the improve xox
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