Just thought Id share some bits and pieces of my weekend... not all that exciting but I just needed to write a post.. I feel like my blog is slipping away from me... I have not updated it for awhile and I feel I have nothing really to say.. so I need to work my way back little by little! So please forgive me for these random bits!!
❤ Darby's dad gave Darby $20 to spend on me for mothers day.. We haven't been together for almost few two years now.. so this was very kind of him and much more than I would expect of him! It probably speaks volumes of how our relationship has evolved in that time... Last year to give me anything would have been too raw and a bit of a slap in the face..... But really truly he does just want me to be happy.. I would have been happy if he had given Darby $2 or a flower picked from a neighbours garden ... I really didn't expect a thing! But hey I'll take $20 when I see it!! So I went to Kmart... (I needed to get value for my money!) I picked up a red top and leopard skin scarf, as well as some PJ pants.. I'm wearing the whole ensemble as I type this! It felt nice to buy a bright colour and wear it proudly!
❤ I met a nice guy yesterday and there may have been flirting! Well I probably wouldn't go as far as flirting... but a lovely conversation anyway... I seriously need some practice, or a wingman, or something .. Im all out of shape in this department! Im sure I sounded like a goose! He had something very appealing about him, he was very funny with Darby and had this Kenny, Shane Jacobson look and charisma! Anyway he left the cafe just saying goodbye and that was it! It makes me realise, I might need a personal trainer in the love stakes! I have lost my mojo!
❤ I felt a bit sad yesterday thinking of my two aunties spending mothers day together.. They have both have lost an adult child in the last 12 months...both so tragically...
It was good that they could share the day together, without the rest of the family not knowing what to do or say... their grieving can be private.. they could laugh and cry together.. As much as it would have been nice to be all together like we normally are, it would have been so hard on them! Next year we can see how it goes.. it won't get easier, but they may be ready to share the load of the pain.
❤ Darby has been on his most naughtiest behaviour this week... He has been so fabulous of late, so its a bit of a rude shock to find him being so uncooperative... I think it may be due to him having a bit of a cold, or maybe its a phase... whatever it is... He is getting closer to five everyday, so Im not sure whether Im in for this kind of behaviour all the time... I seriously hope not!
I want the sweet.. lovely... caring boy back.. this little cheeky and naughty side has tested my wits over the weekend... More nights of this and I will be pulling my hair out! We have our appointment with his paediatrician this week so Ill have a 101 questions then!
Ok I think might sign off now... a short and sweet post... just to whet the whistle and get my fingers typing again!!
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